i feel sucky recently.
smtimes i really wana make some ppl disappear.bud ure way too much.SHIT YOU. am fking nt gg to bear it anym,no wonder tt person left you.clever move.
or at least,disappear out of my sight. Fking proud+no brains+unreasonable sucker.
i don't mind ppl who gave me comments.bud pls use ur pig's head & think y i did tt.oops.don't bother,ure STUPID.
bud definately not those who force me to follow & judge me when i dont.

sometimes.no,everytime,YOU have to mind ur own business.i hate you.
just sometimes i wana slap you.u're getting fker& fker.suckier& suckier.
end of the post i just wana be clear,weng,this isnt refering to you nor han.not tao too.
DON'T view them alone.
NOT suitable for small kids & big babies...

yea,i dont know wad im doing.I AM going crazy.suppose to have a vid.budbud..cant put,unless gt permission frm him urh,

well.
i do admit im quite a paranoid person.
'cos thrs nth worth to trust.
i do hate it.
sorry if i've offended anyone in the past & future.

basically,this post is crap.
i dont noe wad im doing.

i just dont feel comfortable with everyth recently.
perhaps this trip to tioman can cure me.
i hope.
i feel empty & cold.
stop asking why.
what/who are you to me?
do i love you as a fren or a man?
ive gt no idea.

cos u dont noe wad ure doing.
trust me,this post wud be the prove for future.

its an ans to whether ure assuming things or nt.
& proves ure deciding for everyone.
n i'll be history.
another history.
some ppl have this mentality to look at smth they dont feel comfortable with,over & over again.
i am just one of them,who wants to noe the truth,bud those who cant get over it.

i just dont uds y im doing all these.
kinda stupid isnt it?

somehow,i dont feel well.
i dont know what is tt.
i just dont feel comfortable & uncertain with smth in my life.
just when i thought i am fine,i found myself lost again.

i had 2 elder brother & daddy mummy.
bud actually,my mum had 2 miscarriage before i was born.
so,if tt didnt happen,i shud have a another brother tt is one yr older than me & a sister 13 yrs older than me.

my mum said she dream of the brother once,he resembles my elder bro.
you look like my elder bro,i believe my mum thinks so too.
its amazing hw we clone so much.
in short,you reminded me of the dead bro i had.
& i miss him.
its a v special feeling to love & miss someone tt was never been born.
bud really,i do miss you bro.

this uncle just had his hair cut.
comparing with himself 10 yrs ago.
ah pek.
HAHA.
sorry!
* i..i.. better..run!!*

i am curious what will happen to me in the future?
i just hate the uncertainty,bud tt's what makes life exciting.

i belief everyth comes n leaves.
ultimately everyone is alone.
imagine everyone is a straight line.
everyone starts at diff time,diff point.
sometimes,somehow,at some point for time they crossed.
bud what will happen after they crossed?

they leave.

& repeat the cycle again.

mr. ng send me this..

baby corn.=)
hey hey hey.hahaha.

ok.its settled.
its pulau tioman.

i am so.
tired.
pulau tioman vs genting.

tioman seems to be better.
bud,hey.
i cant swim nor cycle.
-_-.

oh well,doesnt matter=)
hey hey.haha.
shh.secret!
slept at 5am ytd,n woke up at 12pm today.
i can fully understand the word "groggy" now.lol.

assurance?
=).
attitude determines altitude.

everyone isnt perfect,
just be urself & tt's what makes u unique.

you too.that's enough.
if u think i suck,just shutup& let me be.im doing for ur own gd.
i dont need a judge.i had enuf,so do u.
it's 18 sept.
it has been 5 mths since sch started.
everyth seems to pass so quickly.
i've completed my sem1 modules.
im nw left with another two & a half yr to graduation.
sounds so silly'cos u guys tinks its stil far frm nw?
no, it not.

lets hope im fully charged for sem2 during this vacation.
& i can overcome any obstacles in sem2.
sem1 its alrdy been quite a tough one.
pls,don't con't in sem2.
just let it be,let me off,let urself go.
leave me alone.
bud i swear i nvr did it on purpose.
why ure scolding & blaming me like tt?i didnt mean to be this way either.
not to mention,not giving me chance to help.
that isnt a big deal,thr is always solutions & i have it,i dont get it when u take it so harsh on me.
i don't believe it.
most of the classmate got gpa of 3.2 or more.
somehow i feel so ashamed.

not tt i dun wana listen in class,bud jus..too tired.
i dun mean to put my head on the table either.
i just dun have the energy thr.

i needa catchup for the nxt sem.
aaron say tt the gpa of dare is normal ard 3.7, 90% gg uni.

bud,fine.
tt motivates me alot.really helll llot.
nw really feel damn outcast.

i've tried yrs to keep myself more awake in class,bud i can't.
after 1 hr,i'll automatically set into hibernate mode.

haiz.yes.finally.
i've taste the stress in poly.
this class is competitive,bud the classmate is helpful.

so;
Singapore Polytechnic 2008/2009 S1 Examination Results
Student ID: 0811493 Name: LIM SHU JING
Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
EE3115 - 4 - A
MS6120 - 4 - B
LC0518 - 2 - B
SP0501 - 2 - B+
MM1401 - 4 - C
MM1305 - 4 - C+
MS6506 - 4 - C+

SEMESTER GPA: 2.875
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.875
ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE .

i need to catchup.
im the kid.



sloppy,sleepy is my new name.lol.


what colour do think the world is?
to be a kid again.
this is just another ordinary day of mine.
yet i felt smth diff.

looking back,all those problems,all those pain,they are over.
all those confusion & unassured,its all gone.
bud the after effects stays within me forever.
to conclude for the 16+ yrs tt i've lived,my home it's the safest place for me.
well,i really love u dad & mum.thanks for giving me a home.
a real home tt let me rest&heal.i really need tt badly.

bud.
i miss
my soul/my smile/my lame jokes.i miss those crazy things ive done.
hw i mugged for exam/hw i practise for my piano.
hw i play catching in wrss & even hide under the tchers table.
hw i make fun of mrs ngoh,i miss hw she scolds/blame me.
the days chioing my dnt folio & artefact & running ard in the workshop.
the days gg hm with bs.
the days we bought siew mai/bread & sit on the floor & chat/gossip.
hw i throw rubbish on top of my classmates head.

the days i waited at the door for my eldest brother to come home.
hw me & my elder brother take photos tgt.
the days whr my eldest brother tag me along everywhr he goes.

the days 2e3 packed spices into testtubes.
the T-A-F club.& the handsome mr poh.
eating under the table in class & joking ard w/ farouqz.

the days w/ my rabbit.i use to feed him instant noodles/sweets/salts.
playing w/ the stray dogs near my hse.
buying vitagen every afternoon.
reading tonnes & tonnes of comics.

hw i manage to wake up at 4.30am everyday.
i miss my pri sch days,whr we wud share ghost stories in the bus in the morning.
hw we curse the vehicles when we got jammed at the customs.
hw the bus driver scold us.
hw marcus/indian guy bullied me.
ruk suek brought red wine for us.
scared wee sin until he brought a cross to sch.
the times whr i injured my legs cos of ruk suek.
the times i love to study with my 6h classmates.
how safiq sings,hw aaron falls,hw suxin talks.
hw mr samuel threw our bags/scold us.
hw i manage to finish tonnes of math worksheets.
hw i accidentally hurt ah xiang.
the times my tcher locked me up frm 12pm to 6pm for piano when i was 7 yrs old.
hw i treated quek hong.
the times we run to mama shop to buy sweets.
the times we bought grape jellies.
i miss the times we run to buy tibits at custom.
the days we wait for the sch bus.
i miss everything.

i miss
ruk suek
bishan
kok siang
zhao ming
sharon
shi hwee
shing xuan
mr samuel
mr mathew lim
mr ravin
dongsheng
xue ming
ah zun
ah xiang
aaron ang
suxin
safiq
lin xin
sok eng
huei wen
wen hui
pamela
joey
zhenkang
wayne khoo
wee sin
chew ping
han kiat
joon ting
heng yue xiang
jun hong
miss quek
miss xu
mr koh
mr chin
hong junjie
dai weng
tao
zhong hoau
miss karen
wei ying
su kok seng
elder bro
eldest bro
daddy
mummy
sis in law
wei siong
alex
& many more...

bud hw many of them would remember me?
or even think of me?

seriously,i miss ruksuek,dongsheng,xueming,ahzun,ahxaing,weesin,joonting.
will they ever miss me?i will nvr forgt the time we've spent tgt.we've been thru thick & thin tgt when we're little kids running across the causeway bridge.

& hw abt suxin,safiq & aaron?remember hw we occupy the top 4 in our class?remember hw we cheated in ss class by writing ans on eraser & pass ard?aaron,remember hw we make fun of shing xuan?suxin remember hw we spend our recess tgt?shing xuan hw we taf tgt.

really,after all these years.
i miss you guys.
1)yr relationship w/ her.
O.O?lesbian mate.aww.siao.fren la.lol.

2)your 5 impression of her.
fierce,tall,skinny,class chairman,can eat alot.

3)the most memorable thing she has done for u.
the cards she wrote for me.one of the card even sent it to my home.

4)the most memorable thing she said to u.
"aching everywhr 'cos of dancing".lol.i felt the same pain too.

5)if she becomes ur lover u will...
oh pls no.sg dont allow lesbians.lol.

6)if she becomes u lover,the thing she have to improve on will be..
pls pls..let me off..

7)if she becomes ur enemy u will..
hmm,i wont do anyth.lol.as if i could do anyth la.meow.

8)if she becomes ur enemy the reason would be..
she hates me.

9)the most deire thing u want to do for her now is..
learn magic,like david copperfield.den let her 5 kg disappear,then she dun nd jog at night.

10)ur overall impression of her is..
hardworking kid.

11)hw do u think ppl n u will feel abt u.
huh?me?ppl might think im not serious in everyth,always fool ard.bud truthfully,im not.

12)the character tt u like abt urself.
happy go lucky/crazy/siao.

13)on the contrary,the character u hate abt urself.
lack of motivation & stamina.oh,no doubt,bad temper too.bud dun wry,i seldom shout at ppl in front of them.

14)for ppl who care & likes u,u wana say..
thanks,u must be an angel.

pass this quiz to ppl who u wish to noe hw they feel abt u..
erm..ok..bud seldom got ppl view my blog & willing to do silly stuffs..
okok,den pass to..
ah,BISHAN.nvr say cannot pass back:P
&mummy singning.
cookies rocks. especially oreo.


Get to know yourself better
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
ello kids,how's everyone doing?
i'm kinda fine & okie.

bud you shud noe who you are.
stop it,stop whatever ure doing,i hate it.
however i don't mind playing the mind games with you,ive gt nth to lose.
infact i gain more knowledge & thank you for entertaining me.
& to warn you smth,ure stepping on my nerves.
won't you just get lost?
i hope tt you uds its none of ur business,& stop cursing me.
i swear ure nth bud a piece of stinky sticky bullshit of some freaky idiot.

alrite.
i shudnt lower my standard to urs.
bye bye kids.
wow,the song here seriously made my blog kiddier.

have been rotting at home all day long=).
bud i like it damn damn much.

oh man,its sat soon.
piano lesson=(.
haven been practising.

okie kids.
bye bye.
hope i'll go ard & capture some cool photos for blogging=)
oops,not again.
wondering shud i keep this blog?

just like what tao said.
those posts reminds me of the past,
and the more i look at them,the more they seem to scare me.

so no point keeping a blog at all right?LOL.

Hello, my name is shujing.
I was born on 02101991, do the maths yourself to find out how old i am.
Currently studying in Singapore Polytechnic Aeronautical Engineering.
Previously studied in Woodlands Ring Secondary & Marsilling Primary.=)

bs. dw. gny jeanie jiahe k'th nanjun s'ron singning sl. zm. ks. zk. Mel&B

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