Well, somethings can be restored after losing it.
But, not everything can be recovered after giving it up.
I am sure i love you.
But i don't deny i do hate you a little.
It's really painful to be backstabbed by my love ones.
Really, this is gona be the last time im saying this.
&Being faithful isnt enough, you're nt being truthful.
Next, if you feel (& ppl see) im taking more den giving.
Yes, i am.
I can't give as much as what you gave me but i have a bunch of reason which im tired of telling.
If you think love is equal in giving & taking, i'm sorry to say i need to take more.
Just like my usual phrase, nothing's fair.
If you see yourself is giving, then you're giving me.not loving me.
I'd rather take something from others when he/she is willing to give me.
I know i'm at fault too, for not explaining myself.
But, no point.
You always have your reasons, & we'll end up quarrelling more.
Lastly, this blog isn't a weapon.
I'll close it anytime if you feel threatened.
Everytime i thank you i mean it.Regarding that incident..Do you still remember i gave you a call but you can't hear what i said because your train is in the tunnel?I said : "Thank you for today, sorry for not being able to help.i love you."So, that's how sad our situation is.Because you failed to hear this sentence.However, i'm still thankful that i learnt the truth although it really demoralized me totally.'cos at least i get to know, what i did was a ridiculous.Now i realise something, i can only explain myself through writing.'cos i don't have the courage to explain anymore.
