This CNY is no different from the previous ones.
Plain tiring.
you seemed to be a lil bit different.like how? i dont know.i just feel ... obsolete
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Mechanics 1 lab test on tmr.
Autocad Quiz on fri.
Electronic lab test on thurs after cny?
Mechanics theory paper on 9th feb?
Engineering Maths 1 sem exam on 16th feb.
Electronic theory paper on 18th feb.
Oral Communication presentation on the monday after CNY.
Mechanics online coursework.
IToE revision paper.
IToE online quiz.
I suppose a minor part of the class has started their revision for the upcoming test?
Truthfully, i haven been absorbing in lects/tuts since term 2 started.
How how how.
Okay okay, im asking a very obvious question.
I think i'll lots & lots of motivation and energy to start my revision.
I've a tonne of washed, but unfold clothes lying ard in my room.Guess what, i was hoping tt they can fold & return to my wardrobe by itself.Hopefully it isnt too late to know.I really hope we can get away this time.please, help us me.I aint ready, yet.
I'm going crazy.
I have been eating too much or too little, thus thrs some problem with my stomach, again.
Few days back i only had 2 bowls of porridge for the whole day.
Today i made the same mistake.
Breakfast biscuit+ greenbean biscuit+miniwok w noodles+toblerone+instant noodle+3 yakult light+3 subway cookie = 1.5kg mass.Do you agree that im going crazy?I've gobbled up 1.5kg of food frm 8am-5pm.
Now i feel terribly awful. i wana..puke.like,right now.):
I guess i'm getting really anxious for upcoming tests/tuts/practs.
Ooh, i really have to blog about ytd.really, please hear me out?=)
ok, ytd i came back m'sia & meet han for movie.
so, yeah.we bought the ticket for Passengers & decided to walk ard since the movie will only start 2 hrs plus later.
OOO,here comes the best part.
WE FOUND 6 RED CLIFF2 9.40pm movie ticket at the bus stop in front of PS.
So we called wayne, tao, wilson, guiming to join us=)
well, its not so lucky afterall.
The movie ends ard 12.10am, & we reached hm ard 2 i think....
Ready to slp ard
3.30AM.zZzooh, today i skipped mech.
w reasons.1, giddy.
the rest, confidential.
Movie rating.Passengers: 1.5 star.Redcliff2: 3.8 star.
ok, regarding my english standard, i am so sorry.
if you dont uds, or just cant help it bud to correct me, perhaps you might prefer not reading them.tt's all for this.
haven been bloggin 'cos i didnt noe wad to write.
emotion has been going up & dwn, bud im stil goin strong.
shat, i really cudnt blog much other den the above.=(
bud erm erm...
thank you(s).
Hi?
I just missed you.
& you, just get lost wont you.please, fuck off.
I feel so alone.
Have been listenin' to mp3 becos i dont want to interact with ppl.
eh?this 2 sentences contradicts each other.
bud yea, i just want to be alone.
bud im afraid to be alone.
recently thr is alot of restrictions.
i have to do smth alrdy.
i dont know how long can i stil hold on.
I'm feeling confused,I'm feeling bad,I'm feeling frustrated."why the hell u have these type of thoughts". .
Bad news, i almost ended my year in confusion.
'Is the grass greener on the other side?'
Good news, i realised it just before the clock hits 12am.
ans?'well, maybe.'
2 incidents tt happened & surprisingly links & inspired me.
ppl used to envy those things/ppl tt they cant get.
& always thinks tt the ones' they own is always lousier.
what all i could say is, the truth would only be known after you've been thru.
Im v grateful for whatever i have/had.
so, i'll like to say,
thank you ng han kiat.=)you're really a nice boy.
