I am afraid tt i couldnt make it in time.
I cannot deny tt i always hate it, bud i have to admit tt sometimes i do love it.
This is just not the time,
I had left it alone for half a yr,
i've lost all the passion & momentum.
It's hard to pick them up again,
everytime when i try to recall, they r all painful memories.
It occurs & repeats every single yr.
Tt's why every end of feb marks the start of my depression.
I really really want to settle it in this year,
so come back, my momentum.
I really really dont want to do smth tt i dont love it, tt is just so painful.
F.
F.
F.
F.
F.
for you.
You Are 28% Girly
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You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.
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You Are Fearless
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You have great dreams and unrelenting ambition. You go for what you want, and it's hard to deter you.
You are incredibly competent and intelligent. You've had a very high success rate in your life.
You tend to dominate people. You have a very strong personality, and others tend to heed to your demands.
You're confident enough to be considered arrogant. You tend to think of other people in terms of what they can do for you.
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Your Independence Level: Medium
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In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant.
Making your own informed choices feels great.
But you aren't as independent as you could be.
When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make.
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Break Up? Are You Kidding?
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You're relationship is top notch, period!
Why are you even taking this quiz? :-)
Maybe you know you've got a good thing going
Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight
Either way, stick with this guy!
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I hope my tissue wont run out by tonight.
I hope my eyes wont look swollen tmr morning.
I hope i'll look fine by tmr.
I hope no one realise.
At this moment, things arent the same anym.
All things tt i thought i knew, had all changed.
Honey, you didnt even realise ive changed, & tts v obvious you didnt know uve changed too.
Honestly, im afraid of my changes, bud im more willing to try out.
Please stop me before its too late.
Maybe ive alrdy figured out & made my move.but i know, i still love you.
Well, after slping for 12 hrs, ive kinda gt back part of my energy...
Study electronics for 15 hrs is tooooooooo horrible...
okay, i noe its over i shudnt talk abt it.
anyw, i dont have any plans for my holiday, perhaps rotting at home suits me best.
Yeah!Finally, exams over, holiday is here!
Wow, time pass so fast huh, its time to say bye bye to year 1!
Anyws, caught a movie with the class today, finally.
another 3 more months would be a year for us, isnt it fast?sometimes when i look back at what i have put us through, i really feel bad.sometimes i shudnt have done all those things to make you feel bad.im sorry.sometimes i do complain youre nt by my side.but tt is only sometimes.from the very 1st day we met, youre always helping me, taking care of me,no matter i appreciate it or not.Thank you.
Just one more paper, & i'll be free.
I will be able to...
have the time to cook for myself( add more vege & vege, cause the skin ard my fingernail is peeling).
Sleep til noon.
Practise piano.(Exam is coming soon, again.)
Clean my bro's & my room.
Wash all my clothes & fold them at least once per week.
& much more.
I know i was too harsh when it comes to quarrelling.I know its bad to yell at you & scold you.But everytime you failed to understand why.Do you love me?
Last friday when i took the cd frm him, i got cut by the cd cover.
Ytd when i was revising my engineering math, gt cut by the formulae book.
Ytd night i accidentally knocked my head on the wall while i was aslp.
Today i was down with flu n cold, maybe sinusitis.
This evening, accidenatlly got my lip cut by a bk.
Just now after i finished bathing, i realise i forgt to wash off the shampoo.
Now, i got a stomachache, & my body tempt is climbing.
whats next dear?
Of course you mean a lot to me.Why would you think that tt youre nt?Everyone has their flaws, not only you, but me too.Since ure able to accept who i am, i can also accept the way you are.Me love you.
Days of chionging sample papers and tutorials.
Thanks to you and eeyore, i manage to pull thru them'all.
Papa Eeyore.








Thank you for always giving in to me when we quarrel.
I know you dont have to do tt, i know you want me to respect you.
I am sorry for behaving like kid.
'cos i know ure the only one who can accept who i am.
Sorry about what happen just now.im sorry.
Happy Valentine's Day.
Thank you for the card.
Autocad.autocad.autocad.
I cant install the bloody program!
How how how?!
Oooh well, let it be.
i'll just read up, & tts all.
LOL.
1st, read up on integration for tmr's maths quiz.
2nd, itoe quiz & assignment.
3rd, start on gems portfolio.
4th, start revision for mech1 & finish online coursework.
5th, start revision for electronic test.
6th, start revision for autocad.
thank you very much for motivating me to study.i'll try to get started very soon.promised.