I am afraid tt i couldnt make it in time.
I cannot deny tt i always hate it, bud i have to admit tt sometimes i do love it.
This is just not the time,
I had left it alone for half a yr,
i've lost all the passion & momentum.
It's hard to pick them up again,
everytime when i try to recall, they r all painful memories.
It occurs & repeats every single yr.
Tt's why every end of feb marks the start of my depression.
I really really want to settle it in this year,
so come back, my momentum.
I really really dont want to do smth tt i dont love it, tt is just so painful.
