Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 11:49:00 PM
I'll be fine.
If you truly understand me.I need your attention, your affection, your acknowledgement.Every single time when i try to bring us back to where we were, you rejected me.The word CAN'T really crushed me. Moreover you we'rent there for me when i panicked and broke down. All i did for you was gone when im honest with you. You care more about him than me. I'm really depressed, what have i done wrong to deserve a scolding from you. Perhaps the grass is always greener on the other side, you can't see what i see. You know what you did, maybe not, but i am going down. I am stubborn, my attitude sucked, i'm childish, my fault, my flaws are popping out real fast in such a short time. Thank you for being honest with me, but the truth always hurts. No matter what, you are the one who gave me everything, and took it all away when you left. I am no longer what i used to be, sometimes i wonder why i could'nt control it.

Sometimes i feel i have lost you, but now i know, i lost the both of us.
we're losing this fight, i am drowning.
I surrender.




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